Ren

Mon, 28 Oct 2002 03:29:15 GMT

ATTN: ALL FRIENDS!

Mon, 26 Aug 2002 05:43:50 GMT

I will be deleting my journal, and it will remain deleted for about 30 days! From then I will re activate it, but in the meantime. When i come back I'm cleaning up my friends list, and will start updating frequently. If you'd like to remain on the list, please leave a comment! If not, I'll take you off *unless i like reading ur LJ anyway*...yeh, but ill delete the journal september fourth! but remember my ujournal account will be available to all of you!!! so yey. lol ;D

update

Mon, 26 Aug 2002 04:49:42 GMT

im considering deleting this journal, recovering it, and starting all over. keepin all the same friends and everything, but i've been too *blah* to really update and i update my ujournal a lot more, but its all the same. i just havent been on the computer much lately. so yeh, lol it might happen soon! ;D

Before I die...

Sat, 03 Aug 2002 05:37:28 GMT

What I plan to do.. (in no particular order)

-Take that one person in my life that I happen to love, that one significant other in my life, and serenade that person with a song that fully expresses my emotions and everything that could possibly symbolize all those corny mushy things that exist between us two, one that can capture every possible emotion, all the obstacles overcome (if any), and all the happiness that we have been lucky enough to share with each other. Just to sit that person down, and explain it in a song, and have it all told, and then to just hold each other, embracing the moment, and hoping that...it doesn't die.

-Lose weight, and gain confidence. Learn to love myself in the process, and learn that no weight range could possibly mean happiness, unless I love myself enough, and know that in the end, it's not my size, or my height, or my looks, it's the fact that I'm comfortable with myself, because I have to live with myself and MY decisions, so in the end, I just need to find a way to gain confidence, and if it's losing weight, or learning how to love myself, then so it be. But as long as I am happy in the process.

-Submit my poetry, or create a collection of my poetry, and have my work be published, and hope that one poem has atleast affect one person out there, and if not, hope that in it's creation, I have learned and have been affected by the experience of writing.

-To finally stop lying, to those I love, and those around me. To be able to tell the truth, blunt, harsh, the truth. No more lying, hiding, and backstabbing. No rumors, just tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing BUT the truth.

-Be brave enough to go bungee jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. Go sky diving, and para sailing.

-Spend atleast ONE day for each and every one of the persons in my life that have somehow deeply affected me in one way or another, and those people I care about. Spend a day with one person, and have fun, and make sure they know how much I appreciate them in my life, how much I love them, and need them. So that in the end, I won't have to worry about those who I didn't tell, but glad that I was able to tell them.

-Spend one whole day of my life without running away from problems, no regrets, and spend the whole day "worry-free", and not self-conscious. and hope I slow down, and learn that by moving fast, and going quickly in life, sometimes you miss out on some of the most important lessons and simplicites of life.

-Be able to succeed, but not JUST to succeed, but succeed in my own eyes, to follow MY OWN definition of success. Not my family, not my friends, not my elders, but myself. In the end, I would only let them down, and most importantly, myself.

-Write a book. Self - explanatory.

-Have a girls night out. =D

Nonsense stuff I actually want to do

-Eat a whole corn on the cob kernel by kernel (I ALMOST did it ;D)

-Make love to two Japanese twins, ;)

-Become valedictorian

-Try out for a sport/keep up a hobby and not lose interest.

-Be good at one song on the guitar, and when I find that certain someone of my life, serenade them with it. (Goes along with the first one on the other list)

...

I'm not too sure what else I want to add to this, any suggestions anyone? I'm open to ANY, any comments? anything? This is a sort-of serious list, I really want to do these before I pass away. (Hopefully a long time from now)... Well ;), laters.

Wed, 31 Jul 2002 23:43:31 GMT

I haven't updated in here in awhile, or atleast meaningful or informing..or something. Anyway, what's new. I'm leaving tomorrow night, and I get to drive down the 5 back home. ;D. I'm a happy gal. So I'll be home August 2nd, I've had fun here, a lot. Didn't get to go to GA, but it's all good, I did other things. I went to the Metreon, thrice times! I usually only go two, but yeah. I saw an advanced screening of Goldmember (and the tickets to prove it), and Mr. Deeds (it was okay)...I met a person (lol), and yeah it was cool. But I miss Ryan, a lot more than I expected I would (or maybe not), and I'm just feeling really left out of some people's lives right now, I felt this earlier, and I thought it was okay again, but maybe I was wrong, and maybe I should let it go again and give it up like I did last time. It's just so confusing, I'm not too sure what to do about it, It's not even a real "situation", but maybe it is, just...hasn't been brought to my attention before, and it has, but I really didn't do much about it, and when I did, it worked, but the minute I stopped, it sinked right back. nevermind, this is a lot of mumbo jumbo. I've not much to say. I'ma break it down simply.
Im going to miss S.F.
I REALLY REALLY MISS RYAN
I miss everyone else too
I'm confused
I don't wanna leave her
But I want to go home
There was some drama, but it's fixed
I get to drive home ;D
I'm gonna miss BOOBS (lol..yeh its a nickname..shh lol)
Im gonna miss Smokey (a kitten)
...ah I'ma just miss a lot. I'm jus missin. Ah shit.
...ooh...and I'm PROCRASTINATING on my SUMMER READING MATERIAL!
That's about 3 books! Hot damn!

I'm going to go. In case you didn't know, travel type/new journal thing-> my ujournal

Wed, 24 Jul 2002 04:21:46 GMT

go vacations, you rock.

ah, im going to my aunts later tonite so check back and this entry will soon be editted FULL of shit (or maybe half full of shit..) not even shit, just stuff.

nevermind, ...awwww...lol kitten meowing. laters.

OoOh, well it's 7/24, ehe... I kind of got distracted playin' N64 with my nephew and cousin til 2:30 A.M., heh it's 1:37 A.M. here. So watsup? Well when I first got up here, we went to pick up Manuel (my nephew) and then I slept over at my brothers house, and for the first day or so I just stayed around before I went anywhere, and then on Sunday my friend Reymon and his girlfriend took me out to the Zoo, and I met his girlfriend's brother, and then we went to watch Mr. Deeds, then on Monday we went bowling and Malibu Castle... Were going to Great America this coming sunday also, so yeah..Um just been goin' around the city, spending lots of time with family, playing video games, just relaxing. I'm about to go out right now, so much for an update huh? Well, yeh...laters =)

ATTN: All Pet Owners =)

Sat, 13 Jul 2002 20:45:23 GMT

I have a kitten/cat (it's about 10 months old), and it's a very sheltered, homely, indoor cat, and I have a bit of a situation on my hands. Well, he is so sheltered not only does he fear the outdoor, he fears strangers period. Anyway, as I was saying. The family will be gone for a week sometime soon, our original plan was to take him to the dog & cat hospital, where they will keep him until needed, and it was going great...Until this morning. Well, the vet appointment was today, and this is only his second one, and we scared him a bit with the kennel, so I decided to hold him in my arms, and he went crazy in the car (before we even left!) he was just ramming himself into the windows, so we cancelled the appointment. We are now faced with a bit of a dilemma, what are we going to do? There is no way he is going to the vet for a week now, he'll be miserable, he barely meows, and he was practically crying this morning. Now he's in his hiding spot, scared to death. Were thinking about letting a friend come in to feed him, and everything. But, do you guys have any suggestions? An automatic food tray even? Don't they have those? I'll try almost anything, :-\ Poor cat... Well thanks much anyway. =)

Thu, 11 Jul 2002 00:36:58 GMT

hey everyone! well, my site is complete ... *excludin one thing*

it'd be nice if u guys would visit, sign the gbook, or leave a comment on this post of some kind! that would be great, thanks. =D

(link will open in new window) clicky! thanks :-D

Wed, 10 Jul 2002 20:56:19 GMT

According to our analysis, you are not currently pregnant. During your life, you'll have:
3 children.
Here are some stats about your next one:
Sex: female
Birth weight: 7 lbs. 5 oz.
Length at birth: 6 inches
Chance of mangling birth-defect: 10%
Most likely defect: no head

pwahahahahaa....

Pics!

Thu, 04 Jul 2002 03:57:14 GMT

Well...yeh I finally fixed my scanner (with few technical difficulties..er..) So here's some pics... 8 in total (3 of my cat!) . Enjoy.

BTW: Few select entries will be public.

Robert, Sarah, Francis, and Van
GO PENGUINS!

Angie, Van, me, Odin, Lupita, Sarah, Mr. Guidi, Bupendra
(bottom row) Robert S., Robert E., and Francis
from our convention up north (san jose) yeh...ehe..

Van, Odin, Mr. Guidi
bottom row: Robert E., Francis, Mr. Wallis, Robert S., and Bupendra

That's me on the bottom row, towards the right, second to last. The person on the end is freakinxditz (right next to me).

Sort of random...hey, meet Royce!

Well, that's Stoney (say hi everyone) and that's when he climbed up our christmas tree and didn't want to get out...ehehe..he looks so small!

Stoney likes drinking from the faucet... eh.. lol..

Yeh..I like getting my cat to grin. Lol, it's cute! One of my fave pics..Oh okay..well hope you guys had fun.

Mon, 01 Jul 2002 05:09:29 GMT

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I have decided to make this journal Friends - Only!

Just add me and I'll add you back.

Sun, 30 Jun 2002 04:04:24 GMT

I'm thinking about making this friends only...*pwahaha..*..

Fri, 28 Jun 2002 06:02:22 GMT

Haven't written in here in awhile, I've actually have much to say, but not the words to say them. I find that frustrating. Well, lately, I've been in a weird mood, good and bad. Well ANYWAY, my new site, come look please I want to go to frisco right now, and move in like planned. Just for the summer of course, and sleep on the couch all summer. Oh yes.

I've been annoyed...oh yes, who isn't though. Well that's it. I thought I had something to say, then I figured..
I just had to say something.

Wed, 26 Jun 2002 03:37:02 GMT

I've been grounded since Friday, but I'm not tripping over a month, if anything I don't care. I have all this time to clean my room, I've been sucking up but it's a good thing, I'm getting back into cooking. It's more like probation anyway, he let me out today. ALTHOUGH he thought I was with Stephanie when I was chillin' with Tony. I went to his house at 8:30, played some ball from 9 to 12 *good pick up game, we won!*, then I stayed at his house til 1:30. I got home and I was talking to Stephanie, and I was in the recliner rocking back and forth, and watching TV. Maybe the combination caused somethind, cause I could feel a headache coming on. So I close the curtains to keep the sun out and watch ALI, no luck, it got worse, so I turned it to Little Women, and went to take a nap at the couch, wasn't successful on that one. So later when my dad came home, he said for me to go make some soup, and I just felt like I was going to hurl it right out, so I just threw the rest away, and took a nice ass nap in my room, damn it felt good, but I should've worn socks. *I can't sleep without socks no matter the weather* But yea, I woke up like 15 minutes ago, and I feel a lot better.

I sleep everything off, eh oh well. Okay, well I had a somewhat workout today, but I want to run, but the track was full of people, and it's like.."noo.." Lol.

I've still been thinkin' about, well yeah, lately and I swear it's driving me nuts. Especially that letter I keep hidden, it's like I want to give it to him so bad, but I know I can't because.. I just know. .. I'm also bugged out by this one thing that happened on the last day of school, it's been rackin' my brain as to "why?!" but I gotta just let it go, I mean I can't be too completely sure that he won't be here, but I can't be certain that he will be. If he is here, then I don't know, it's like...what am I going to do with myself? I hate the way it is now, it's all stupid and fugly. If I change it, I don't want to cause I'm scared of freaking hurting. I know I didn't really hurt from last time, but what do I say to him NOW?

Whatever, that probably made complete NONSENSE, but that's okay ... Well, I'm going to go relax.

SUMMER......stuff?!:
Oh YesS...

-clean and organize room, even re-do
-clean..clean..clean
-get back into playing guitar and PIANO *oy*
-lose SOME weight
-mend friendships
-get my ass up north... *hah*
-clean closet, new wardrobe
-don't sleep past 10 unless necessary
-get hair to stay RED more than 2 weeks max.

i'm kinda blank right now, i had a whole mess earlier..ah, brain fart.

Sat, 22 Jun 2002 21:01:50 GMT

Eh. Life is okay.

Fri, 21 Jun 2002 14:58:40 GMT

Oh..and yeah he won't let me go to set up an appointment to take summer...telling me "You don't have to take it"..

Hell yeah I'm going to take it, that there .. school, the only thing I have left to be proud about, there's nothing else left for me.

I can't even like myself. I don't take pride in my family anymore. I'm no beauty queen. The only thing I have left are the grades, or proof...that there is something to me.

And if I'm somehow behind, I don't know how I'm going to be proud, but I'm N O T going to stick around this house and get any FATTER, and lonelier.

Maybe I'll just sneak out with david, he's willing to pick me up and go, and he says that I should and explain to my dad later. I just people would really understand, my dad is stubborn as fuck, yeah I know I can really twist him around my finger, but when it comes to me explaining..I don't know, it's kind of a lost thing. I'm probably going to spend most of my summer writing. In this, on paper, wherever else. Just..

I still don't want to be here.

I'm so stupid. That's it.

Fri, 21 Jun 2002 14:41:43 GMT

Last night...Unexplainable.

I went to our schools graduation, then towards the end, most of them were going to speedzone, and I had a chance to "tag along". So far so good, I call up Dad, and it's fine, then I tell him I won't be home til 12. Oops, no can't take that. I have to be home by 11.

We don't leave til around 8:45 to 9, we get there...9:30 or so, I don't get my one and only race in til around 10. Righteo, they all start racing, I call in my dad to tell him I might be a little late because of the other races.

I tell them, I have to go and I'm sorry... But no one listens, so I told myself, while I'm in shit, I guess I might as well have fun, because this is most likely my last night out...

I get home at 1, I listen to my voicemail, I was told clearly to.. "GET YOUR ASS HOME!"...I come home, and my dad doesn't believe that I was at speedzone, he calls it BULLSHIT, he hits the fuckin' door how many times? Slams it, and all that shit. I don't understand it, if he wants to hit something, I just wished he HIT ME. I cried my ass off all night, I kept going to his room saying I'm sorry, and he would just tell me to "GET OUT" and I can't go to sleep without my routine goodnight and etc. So he finally takes it...

I'm just so sorry that I'm such a pain in the ass...
so fuckin' mad at myself..ugh, I'm so stupid. Whatever. Now, the first day of summer..and guess what?

I think I'm grounded.

Thu, 20 Jun 2002 01:52:47 GMT

Which flock do you follow?

this quiz was made by alanna
You are a -
Grunger Sheep!
I wear and do what I like. Stuff fashion and your scary pop music.

You're Michaelangelo!

You're the wild child of the group, always up for a party, a game, or any kind of activity that looks FUN! You have a short attention span and hate studying. But you're not all play and no work. When there's trouble, you don't hesitate to do your best to make it go away.

Which Ninja Turtle Are You? Quiz by Irish

64%

I am 64% worshipable! And you? Find out!

Are you NASTY or NICE?

Quiz made by Angela

Are you addicted to aim? by Brit

I glow in the dark!

You soooo want to look as good as me.

Which bracelet are you?

Made by notsobeautiful

I'm so freaking bored, just kind of sitting here yanno? Well I wrote this letter to...BOY *ahem* (check past entries if you don't know..) and i want to give it to boy, but heh i'm scared, but it's nice finally letting most of it out. *whew*. Well. yep. Maybe I'll post it later..ONE MORE DAY OF SCHOOL, 2 finals down..one more to go.

Tue, 18 Jun 2002 23:17:25 GMT

Finals. I uno. Oy.

Tue, 18 Jun 2002 01:33:42 GMT

i am

what sexual performer are you?
you like sex. in a way you think there's more to it than merely breeding and propagating, you add romance to it. you like to have relationships, no matter how they end. you lead quite a life beyond drinking latte and hating your work. you have fun with friends, read and watch films quite a lot. you have no intention of being single for life and you find careers out of an endless string of deadend jobs.

you like to give and receive pleasure and you do it quite well. you are quite intimate with partners. sex is always satisfying.

oral sex? you definitely know how to give one.

sexual positions? you acquired some from here and there.

Sun, 16 Jun 2002 16:20:36 GMT

Take the "What Kind of Dreamer Are You"Quiz
created by LilacDemile

Eh..

Fri, 14 Jun 2002 04:39:08 GMT

No one calls anymore, not even to say hello, not to say hi. The phone doesn't ring anymore, it just sort of sits there. I want to call people, but I'm always doing the dialing, just once I wish someone would call me just to say hi. I don't know, I'm just going insane. I don't know what's wrong with me, I really honestly don't. I don't know where I'm going, where I'm at, where I want to be. and I'm just at this point, and I want to cry, but I hide it, and I'm going to continue hiding it, there's nothing else I can do. I need to know what it feels like to be happy, I honestly want to know what it's like to be happy, and not let anything get you down so easily.

I know why I'm not so happy all the time, I don't let myself get to that point, I'm always dragging myself down, and I'm so used to it, I find it okay and I accept it, and I really do despise the fact that I've let myself get down this bad, and I don't have an escape, or something or someone to really run to anymore. I don't want to lay my burdens on just one person, I really do feel guilty, so I hold it in, write it out, cry at night, trying to find ways out of this hell hole I've dug myself in.

I don't want to be here anymore, and i don't know if it's a suicidal tactic, because honestly, I'm too scared to ever do it, but there are just those times where it seems best and fits just perfectly, but I know it doesn't, so I'm just scared, and I scare myself enough where I'm just left this sobbing s.o.b. and I'm trying to find ways to change that, and I can't find the ways, and I try so hard sometimes. I don't know if it's even depression, but I do notice that the minute I'm home, and I'm left with all this time, that's when I turn into this pile of sobbing piece of shit.

I really don't know anymore.

rens a silly giggle

Thu, 13 Jun 2002 00:28:48 GMT

This is the highlight of my day, I wrote this right now, a three paged paper for a totally useless class for a moronic teacher, and I thought I should share with you some of the highlights of this "essay"

"One thing I really want to learn how to do? I really don't know, so I don't know what to say, but I'll pretend like I'll know and make something up. Lets see, I'd like to learn how to walk on my hands, yeah okay that works."

Yeah, hehe I'm just lazy y'kno?!

"Two places I'd like to see? I'd like to go there, and go here. If that's okay with you, even if it's not, I wouldn't listen so it wouldn't matter anyway. Actually the truth is, I don't know what I'd like to see, not only am I indecisive, I'm just not in the mood to actually take the time to think about it, and I really don't care if that's okay with you or not.
I would never be a cigarette smoker simply because I am not an idiot, and I'd like to live to see those twenty years I spoke about previously. I'd like to wake up breathing CLEAR air, and not hacking and coughing, and throwing up my lungs. That's not an experience I exactly want to go through, I don't know why people put themselves through such torture, is it some kind of slow moronic demented form of suicide? I guess it's for those who want a short life and a long suffering death. Everyone in my family smokes, or the majority, and that's not something I want to smell like, you should really take a whiff sometime, and tell me if you like it."

I found this one strangely moronic, hilarious, morbid, sarcastic, and me for just that one minute...

"I'm looking around me, and some of the things I wonder about. Well I take a look at this pink paper that I am currently answering the questions to and this is what I'm thinking. Why am I stuck to do something like this, an assignment trying "develop my character" there are things out there in this world that we should take a closer look at and try to develop that, I'm just this insignificant human being, I can do nothing, and I probably won't try. I find it troubling why I'm stuck here doing such a small idiotic task, as doing this small idiotic assignment for a totally useless class that won't even help me in college, because the teachers won't look at it. The colleges will take a look at my transcripts, see this class on there and go, "This person was an idiot to have wasted a whole semester taking an idiotic class she had no use for." So really, what do I wonder? Why am I stuck doing this when I could be doing so much more?"

That's actually VERY true

"I'm saving money for my education, if I ever get that far in my life because of this class, it might be holding me back and I might end up paying for all my funds, no scholarship, or tuition at all. Then again, I'm lying, and if you were reading this you'd know that, but I'm not too exactly sure you'll get this far, and if you did, do you understand what the hell I'm saying? My father's interests is spending time with me so he doesn't neglect me and so I won't end up as a 50 year old druggie just out of rehab and end up teaching a useless idiotic class at some school. No offense. "

That one I just love...The No Offense was a nice touch ey?

"I like spending time with my friends the most, I don't know but it's a good enjoyable thing because then my mind is free of worries for that single moment, and I'm free, and I don't have to care about school, pressure, or family, I'm most of the time able to be the person I am the best, and hopefully that would be me, and fortunately not you. No offense. "

once again, the classic no offense

"Tell you in a sentence or two about a move I saw and why I liked it, okay wait I have a quick question you probably won't answer. You want me to TELL you this write? So why am I going to write it on this useless piece of paper, that doesnt really make sense but I'll pretend I didn't read that part and try and write a sentence or two about a movie I saw and why I liked it, but wait. What if I DIDN'T Like it? You have no consideration for my thoughts and opinions, assuming that we can be so easily entertained with such things as movies. Okay, maybe that's true, but still. Well I saw spider man, and it's about a man whose a spider, okay no not really but who cares. I liked it, and that's because it was good. If I were a teacher, how would I teach my classes. That's a LAUGH, not like you maybe, I would have organization, and hands on things, and make it as interesting as possible. That's exactly it."

ehe

"Of all the people who has helped me, my brother has helped me the most along my way. I have a question, in this questionnaire (yes I am questioning the questions), it asks "How did he go about it?" I want to know why it has he, why is it assumed that the person who helped me is a male, what if it was some lady that I met on the street, are you trying to tell me that she was a transvestite? Either way, good guess. My brother just did, he just guides me in my way and tries the best he can, even if maybe he's not trying at all. It's better than nothing you could say.
The worst thing I ever did is absolutely nothing, no I am not an angel it's just I am not allowing myself to think about it right now because I am lazy and have no energy to because I have to finish more work for this idiotic class due tomorrow because I don't want to do it during class, because I'm sleeping. I've also probably blocked out all my horrible crimes, all those bad evil things I did, like stealing candy, oh no that's so unmentionable. But I'm too lazy to simply hit the delete key and take that off, but yes. Okay I'm done. The end. Thank you. "

So yes, I am a complete idiot and retard and loser and I had fun writing that essay, and that's my "essay" in a "nutshell" hope u had fun. lol.

Mon, 10 Jun 2002 04:19:10 GMT

Well the summers are hot and the winters get cold
Not a lot smarter, but another year old
Sometimes I'm still at the fishing hole

I've been distant with myself, also working on a story for ff.net, kinda lost on that one there. Sorta just sorting things out in my mind, trying to understand the shit that I supposedly have to deal with day by day, and all the fronts and lies I have to make so I can hide. Trying to find out why I feel so little, and shitty, and what makes me feel so insignificant, besides the fact that I am insignificant, but why do I have to feel so little. sigh
BTW, go lakers. *woop*

It's like I can't stand the attitude that I get from my family, and I'm getting to that point where I curse underneath my breath, I cuss everyone out, I want to hurt someone. I want to hurt at the same time. I want to be happy, but I like where I am. It's so weird, and it scares the shit out of me. I don't know anymore. Aye, things are fine though, on the outside and away from home. The minute I step through my door, it's like I get bombarded with all the shit I try so hard to avoid, and all I'm left to do is go online and try and find ways to vent my anger and steam, I don't know. It's not depression, maybe, could be, I doubt. Just memories, and my memory was really bad a while back, when I got headaches and I couldn't concentrate, and was just drowsy all the time, but I'm happy to say that my memory's back and it's pretty sharp *for now* Anyway. Just kinda, blah lately. I can't help it, I don't know what to do. I don't even know what's wrong with me.

But I mean, why does it matter so much? Tomorrow, and the many days to come, I'm going to go ahead and live my life like there is absolutely nothing bothering me, like I'm happy, yes I do get happy, but its a short lived moment, and I have to continue to live that stupid ass lie. Gah, I vent all my shit to this journal, I don't get the point. Maybe it's a way of me to feel like I'm running to someone, I can't run to anyone. I just want to cry..I've figured out why I'm so lonely.

When I cry, I want to be comforted. But no one comforts me, I know I hate lies, but I'd like to be comforted, someone to stop my crying. Just once in my life not tell me the whole harsh truth that I've heard million times before, to stop being lectured, and ignored, like my tears mean absolutely nothing. I just want comfort.

Ah.

Well -> i watched "Baby Boy", it made me cry. :-\, and so did a couple other movies I found myself watching. I went to the Long Beach Auto Show today, bought Rica and Ivette something, got myself a small license plate that says "REN", and that's pretty much it. I made dinner tonite, felt like it, vegetarian lasagna, wasn't bad. I mean, I had to think up a substitute for ricotta, but I did just fine. It was good, I can improve, but I'm not one for vegetarian-ness, I'd die. Savage, I tell you, that's exactly what I am. *shrugs*

I watched Morgan Stewart Comes Home, or whatever it's called..Morgan Stewart or something. I remember watching those movies with Jon Cryer when I was little, things like that and those old actors, with the tight flood jeans and striped corny prep shirts. Those movies are the best.

I wanna watch the attack of the killer tomatoes sometime soon, just for the hell of it. sigh..

I'm tired, I'm going to go. BuhBye.
-Me

Fri, 07 Jun 2002 22:16:43 GMT

save me..please..